When I first entered the pool,
it was clean, crystal clear.
But as I invited others to join my adventure,
they brought with them objects and craters,
the adventure changed.
My future changed, my world changed.
My pool is no longer clear,
the water is black, thick, and over populated.
Im drowning in my own life.
If i choose to leave the pool,
my selfish ways would let the craters, loved ones and objects be left for dead.
For them to be free I must sink to the bottom and never return to the top, not even for the littles breath of air.
Death has become me.
There is no yellow brick road,
im only left for dead.